My son. My handsome intelligent son. Idles you, looks up too you, for reasons I couldn’t understand. I don’t see what he sees in you for many reasons of my own. The disrespected you showed upon meeting you. The family business you u tried to put your self in to create confrontation. The raising of your voice in my deceased aunts house after being told you won’t do so. The fact that you thought it was okay to ever disrespect a woman no matter her age or your so called reason. That does not fly with me I stand up for what I believe and feel, so your face to my fist is what I felt. Oooohhh but it gets worse u went lower you struck a woman I love. That’s something that will never be forgiven by me, I will always sleep softly thinking you will one day do it again. She seems to think different. So I’m always on egg shells waiting on that day to come again. Can’t not see you cause your with her. Can’t not have you around cause she may not be around. I tolerate this intolerable bullshit because I love her, my mother one I never won’t to loose. Granted the drinking had stop for a minute , but for what ever the reason your back at it. This is what my son is looking up to. This isn’t what he sees though. He sees more in you? That should be an honor, but you don’t see that. Instead you be a completed ass to my one and only son by being drunk, arguing with my mom his grandmother in front of him. Your his idle and although I know all the bullshit those parts shouldn’t be showed to him. Granted this was the first time. It shouldn’t have been a first and this will be the last.
God Husband & Children
You must change in yourself before expecting to see change in others. When you become distant see who comes looking. When you aint call in a while see who picks up the phone to call you. When your smile change see who is trying to see whats wrong. When things get to hard see who is willing to help.
As you grow older you realize why they say first come god then your husband then your children….
Everyone has to believe in something as a higher power in the reason why we are all here, A husband replaces all those friends that left you dry. That first person of contact regardless of what wrong. That person that keep you strong and grounded willing to take on the world if needed. Your children will love you know matter what. They will test you patience they will make you laugh and smile, they will give you that tough love when they see you doing wrong not because they are grown but because the good you have instilled in them stayed and they are the only other person other than a husband that can keep you grounded and focus
Beautiful Not Today
Today is different from others. I don’t feel beautiful today. A person who is very confident with themselves most of the time isn’t feeling the same today. Why is that? I know that I am beautiful and I don’t think I am ugly, but I don’t feel beautiful either. My smile isn’t as big as normal which to me is the greatest feature I was given cause not only do that feature bring me joy it brings it to others. If my smile plays a big part of my personality can others see that I don’t feel beautiful today or do they just no something is the matter or out of place. I’m not saying I’m not smiling but it’s just not as bright as it normally is. How do i fix this feeling now? I know it’s not going to stay this way for long but I want to feel the way i normally do now
Open Your Eyes
If it’s not facebook
it’s twitter
if its not twitter
its Instagram
if It’s not the gram
it’s vine
Then it’s the news
Then it’s the gossip
Always flooding with more negativity then positivity
And society hasn’t caught on yet
We as people would rather see someone fuss and fight instead of encourage teach reward and learn.
We blame the media , the parenting, social media, the web, the president whatever we can blame we do so. Well who invent, post, publish, air, record, like, forward, read, follow, entertain, themselves with this crap
We Do As A Whole
because we are the people who either do it OR not stand up for what is right. We would rather be cowards then Leaders and for that I’m not only ashamed for myself but society too cause I’m not perfect either
THINGS NEED TO CHANGE
Sympleemee
Thoughts
Thoughts only matter when they become words and are spoken and then put into action if needed.
Sympleemee
Life is too Quick
If you want something different you must do something different. Thats is my goal for the remaining of the year.
Do thing i normally don’t do, see things i haven’t use my senses to there full capability. I live in fear of one day living, not knowing whats to come next. I wanna live and what is currently going on i feel like my life is not well lived and I want to start changing that I wanna leave memories. Smiles I want someone to never forget me. I’m ready to embrace the days i do have.
Just Leave A Comment
Everyone needs someone to talk to. Not always to give advice or because they want help but just to vent. There is nothing wrong with that and it’s completely normal. There are differences in everyone and allot of people fail to realize that something may perceive as nasty, ugly or any other indifference, all has there reasons. Who are we to judge not everything we do is seen as perfection.
I’m here to listen if you leave a comment.
If you want my input just ask inside your comment
Sympleemee
Instructional Detail
Every inch of my body like attention. Kiss, suck,and grasp on my throat. Don’t allow any parts of me too go untouched. Squeeze my ass and thighs. Smack them too, gently but intense at the same time. They like to be played with too, jiggle them not just my ass but my tits too. Kiss and lick down my spine I should feel every detail, cup my ass kiss and suck on them cheeks too don’t be shy let your body speak to mine. Flip my ass around you see them nipples at attention lick and suck them not just my areola, do that around the entire Breast. The areola loves the licking the best. Take notice of my body movements there very important to learn my body. Open them legs find that clit she’s a hider so make sure she comes out to play. Bend them lips back so she has no where to hide. Once you have her under your control guide your hands to the canvas touch and play with it as you please. Don’t let my mouth go untouched kiss me, let me suck on your fingers and don’t forget to let me suck on him while are body’s are learning one another. Once he meets my insides take your time pull him in and out slowly he will know when too speed up, change positions he will enjoy all of the fun.
“My Body Diary”
Sympleemee
I Don’t Know What It Is
We’re suppose to no each other better then anyone else. You should know when something is bothering me and I shouldn’t have to tell you why. At least thats how i feel. It should be the other way around too. It’s hard I can see that where both learning each other all over its like where dating and bickering all at the same time. I feel emotional I feel lost and everything is getting to me. It’s one thing after another and it’s all over petty stuff. I shouldn’t feel like this I’m suppose to be happy, you are too but my attitudes are stopping you from being that way. I don’t know how too fix it, I don’t know how to fix me
Sympleemee
I Should Have Known
The chemistry changed. The friendship that I had was changing before my eyes and I didn’t know why, and i wasn’t about to figure out. I had my reasons you change on me, calls stopped or wasn’t the same. This wasn’t like you but me being the person I am, I always think negative and that was so wrong on my part I was a horrible friend I should have known. It took my husband to find out why! He shouldn’t have to had did that . After all is said and done i feel shitty, you shouldn’t have went through that alone what kind of friend am I ? For you not to try and confine in me I would have fought with you or gave you somewhere to hide. I’m sorry I wasn’t there,I’m sorry I didn’t know, I’m sorry you went through it alone.
I pray our friendship is mended back the way it once was.
Sympleemee
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